Deep Thought

Assalamualaikum.

It is 2.06 am now but I can't sleep. Random thought keep lingering in my head. One after another. So I decided to open my laptop back and write in here. Pouring all the deep thought I got in my mind.

 1 - I just realize, I am too busy mending and preparing myself to be a project engineer until I forget about my another dream, to have a book store cafe. Well, it's kind of impossible to plan anything right now but I miss being obsessed imagining what it will look like. The food that will be serve, the book that will be well arranged at the shelves, the cosy area with the touch of nature and home-like environment and the section with their own theme.

2 - It is always my dream to have my own scrap book about all the things I love. When I said 'all the things I love', it's included my Kyu, the concert ticket, all the lovely moment, the words which inspire me. To cut it short, all my obsession. It means nothing to other people. Some might think of it as a waste or childish but hey, everyone have their own way to reduce their stress and that is one of my way.

3 - And that lead to the number three. I am an observer. Often I observe people with weird or unfamiliar behaviour to me but I respect them. I respect the way they think and I respect them for being able to stand up with what they believe but I always had this problem of people condemning what I did. Can't they respect me with what I like? Yes, I know I'm weird in my own way. My Nee said I'm a girl with 4D world. But tell me, which human being is normal? All of us have at least one weird hobby or behaviour. It just the ability of acting normal make us difference and I can't act normal all the time. But define normal?

4 -  I love my life. There are no single day in my life without me laughing and smiling. Thanks to them who make me a happy bum. And I'm thankful for that. Thank you Allah for sending me great people in my life.

5 - I had a nightmare right before Mija woke me up yesterday morning. Well, actually it's not really a nightmare but to me it is a dream I better not have. I was having the monthly pain today. It hit me real hard until I asked my instructor's permission to go home. Luckily he understand. So I slept for about 5 hours (which answer why my eyes are still wide open at this time) and had a sweet dream. Hahaha

6 - I don't remember what is number six. So that's all. Good Night.

I am 23 now : Part 2

Assalamualaikum.

Siap ada part macam la panjang sangat entry nye. Tapi disebabkan malas, terpaksa la buat part 2. Hehe. So next is the wish from Twitter.

From Zie sayang. Hehe. Rindu ini kakak.

From Ili darling. Kejap lagi date dengan Ili. Zie jangan jeles. Hehe

Tengok niat yang tidak bagus itu. Dah besar pun nak main telur dan tepung jugak. Tak pasal-pasal muka I yang gelap sunburn jadi putih pucat lesi bila dorang buat-buat ada telur dalam bag time nak balik dalam lif. T_T

Pak cik ni pulak. Ingatkan hadiahnya nak bagi telur dan tepung jugak (assumption berdasarkan lagu telur dekat Facebook, sila rujuk part 1) tapi rupanya eskrim. Heheh

Tengok apa yang dibincangkan mereka. Cis.

Jejai lagi -_-

Lepas tu phone call from my mum. The only person who called to wish me Happy Birthday ooh ok, plus my adik Iqa too. Wish mak paling best. Lepas dia wish then I think she forgot something. Then I asked her, "Jodoh?". Then she laughed and said, "Semoga jumpa jodoh cepat-cepat. Amboi, dah gatal sangat ke?". Hehe. But that wasn't what I wish for. I wanted her to wish me to get a good jodoh. Not jumpa jodoh cepat-cepat. Apela umi ni -_-

And next is text messages which I won't type them here. Hamboi gigih sangat nak taip kat sini. From Kak Eila. Mija and Nija, eh. Hehe. From Ina, Sam, Jaja, Maisarah, 

my little brother, Ainul and Angah. They are precious to me. And not to forget late Facebook wish from Lena the gedik and Nad. Thank you. And oh another one, live birthday song from Kal while he operating the milling machine. Pon boleh -_-

That all la kot. Kalau ada yang terlupa tu maap. Huhu.

Then on the second day of my birthdate, I laughed and main-main as usual. Well, that is me. Then I was kind of 'dang' realized. Hello Nurul, you are 23 now. Act like an adult. Be more matured. Then, as Kal was beside me and as he was the person who cause me to laughed real hard at that time, so I asked him, how to be matured eh? Then he asked me back, define matured. Hah, hambik kau. So I pun cakap la matured tu macam be more serious, tak boleh lompat-lompat yyda ydaa. Lepas tu dia tanya, kenapa orang dewasa tak boleh lompat-lompat. Lagi sekali I tak tau nak cakap apa. At that time Ina was also beside me, so I look at her in purpose to ask for her help but she just sit there and look at the two of us having that critical discussion. Then he said, "Kenapa nak bina dinding kalau kita boleh buat apa yang kita suka". And again, I was speechless. That words uttered casually from his mouth but it give me, perhaps a long lasting effect. He make me think, betul jugak tu. And so there I decide, as long as my act didn't bring any harm to me or to the people around me, tak lari dari batas agama so why I want to change myself. So new resolution, be myself. Hehe. 

That's all la. Bai.

Thankyu ^_^

I am 23 now

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, today is 28th May 2012. 23 years ago I was born on this exact date. Thanks to my umi and my ayah for bringing me into this world. Words alone can't describe how much they have sacrifice for me along this 23 years. By the way, this is just a short update, I'm sleepy right now. Just wanna say thanks to those who wish me Happy Birthday.

Start from the earliest, from one of my best friend

 Petang 27 Mei tu dah wish dah. Kelam kabut aku hide from timeline tapi rupanya still boleh nampak. Tengok si Nizar gembira dapat tahu rahsia. -_-

Since the first wish is from Facebook. I'll put all the wish from Facebook first without following the sequence lah. So next are,. By the way, I already hide my birthdate on Facebook few months earlier. Perhaps because I will turn 23, I don't feel like receiving any wish from strangers from Facebook.

Si kura-kura. Look at what she wrote there. Sweet 32? 32? Seriously you think your sister is 32? Haih -_-

Another one from my lovely best friend. I miss her so much. She is now far away from Semenanjung.

From Nee. Look at what we discussed after that. About Hyun Bin cried with only one eye for Secret Garden. That is how random we can be. -_-. But wait aa,

Another one from her. But wait, that's not all of them.

From Sheera. My classmate. She surprised me with her wish early morning before the class start. But that's not all. Hehe

From my friend from primary school.

I'll continue this tomorrow. To sleepy right now. Good night everyone.

Let's continue. I got some time to blog before I off to class. Hehe

This is from Ai. Tengok lagu tu. One of the reason why I hide my birthdate from Facebook -_-

Next is from Twitter.

From Nee again. Hehe

And this is another person with telur and tepung -_-

currently

Assalamualaikum.

Sedang menikmati. Hokeh malas nak fikir ayat. Tengah makan jagung, nak shkett? Nak upload pic sebenarnye tapi baru ingat belom ambik dengan Ina. So, nah tengok yang ni je la.

Melahap cookies mama Ina buat sedap di tepi jalan. Haha. Time ni kenkonon nak cari warehouse sale kat sek 24 kot lepas tu tak jumpa, stop meeting kat tepi jalan. Tengok-tengok Ina dah bukak container cookies tu. Ape lagi, serbu!! Haha 

See, pelahap. Kat tangan ade lagi dah intai cookies dalam container.

Senyum melampau dan buat muka melampau adalah kepakaran sekarang.

Nah hambik kau muka jutawan Brunei katenye. Hahahahaha

Charlie's Angels bak kate Umar. 3 Stooges pon boleh. Cumanya 2 Angels tu tak berapa nak tinggi. Hahahaha.

Four of us.

Okey tu je. Nak g main badminton. Bye.

Alias

Tadi tido kejap melepas penat dan mengembangkan kembali saiz otak yang terpaksa diperah sepanjang hari. Al maklum la hari ni hari Ahad tapi aku lupa hari ni hari Ahad sebab ada kelas. Bak kata Ina, menimba ilmu di hari minggu. Nak tengok Battleship pon tak sempat. Sobs.

Rungutan di Twitter dan Facebook tapi lepas tu kena basuh dengan Mr. Misnin. Hehe

Tak, tak, aku bukan merungut. Eh, tapi kira merungut la sikit kot. Hehehe. Tiba-tiba teringat, dua tiga hari ni asyik tengok gambar budak-budak sekolah ade yang tunang, ade yang dah kahwin. Lepas tu terfikir, aku bila lagi. Eh tapi tiba-tiba terfikir lagi, ala dorang kawen awal sebab tak belajar Alias. Hahaha. Motif pujuk diri sendiri dengan Alias? -_-

Ni la Alias yang dah berjaya buat aku mimpikan beliau sebanyak dua kali. Terus terbangun dari tido, masuk bilik air, mandi lama-lama sebab tension punya pasal. Hehe

pic source : Wikimedia. Tak kose aku nak print screen benda alah ni -_-

Hari tu kan kecoh pasal demo mansuhkan PTPTN tu. Aku tak nak komen pape pasal tu tapi bila dah jadi macam tu baru aku perasan, rupa-rupanya satu hape pun aku tak tau pasal ekonomi lagi-lagi lepas baca tweets si kacak Redza Minhat the banker tu. Hihihi. Nak kene beli buku Economic for Dummies lepas ni like seriously memang zero aku punye knowledge pasal ekonomi like hoi, dah 23 tahun baru ada kesedaran nak ambik tau pasal ekonomi. Kesiankan?

Of Domino's Race and Our Journey Together

Assalamualaikum.

Empat hari lepas kitorang ada Domino's Race. Bukan Domino's Pizza tu tapi domino yang original tu. Tak tau camne rupa, sila Google. Eh, malas nak taip pepanjang sebab guna gambar lagi senang nak describe, lagi menarik pun ye juge. Gambar dari cameras lain takde lagi tapi sebelum cerita basi and I jadi malas nak tempek cerita kat sini, tengok apa yang ada dulu la ye.

all pics courtesy of ZurinaLee

Good Morning Kepong. Eh, main hentam je time ni still kat Kepong. Hehe. Keluar dari rumah nenek awal pagi. Nenek comel, Mak Teh lagii comel. Hehe. Malam tu tido besttt sangat. Borak-borak dengan nenek and Mak Teh, pukol-pukol Mija yang gedik, tolak-tolak Ina yang excited tido rumah kampung, pelok-pelok Kak Eila gebu. Hihihihi. Walaupun pagi sampai-sampai je disambut dengan suara sumbang minta cili tapi sabor jela. Naik atas dengan senang hati sambil menari-nari dalam kereta lepas tu half way masing-masing diam sebab dah start pening. Hahaha. Tapi tak sampai 5 minit lepas tu bising lagi. Pesen mulut tak boleh diam -_- 

The girls during arrival.

Tuan henpong ke toilet jadi mari spam camera beliau dengan muka gembira. Eyebag tetap nak menempek di situ.

Tuan henpong dah muncul jadi terpaksa ambil gambar lagi bersama-sama tuan henpong. Hahaha

Minum pagi time

Ai and Sepet. Kenape ntah aku letak gambar budak berdua ni kat sini.

Tak habis minum pagi lagi. Tengok piring bertingkat-tingkat. Ooh, maaf kerana gambar-gambar selepas ini akan dihiasi dengan muka gedabak Ai kat depan kerana beliau tiba-tiba jadi obses dengan front camera di henpong tersebut -_-

Part of us dengan perangai separuh bersopan masing-masing. Tengok si Kal kat belakang. Ishk, ishk *geleng-geleng kepala

Abaikan muka depan, sila fokus orang-orang belakang. Ni lunch time. Semua dah bertukar baju dan dah berbusuk-busuk sebab berlari dan ade juga yang jatuh kolam maka lebih busuk especially team oren seperti tukang ambil gambar itu. Hahaha Eh, ex-crush (kahkah suka hati kau je Nurul nak letak ex-crush) aka Mr. HP ajak kite lari same-same. Anyonyo. Kenapa comel sangat? Lempang baru tahu.

Early night

Our messy bed. Apologize for that but queen bed for each of us. Aaaaa, heaven.

Dinner time. Menangis bila ingat balik buffet dinner dia. Adoii. Maaf, muka Ai lagi. Kali ini dengan baju Superman dia pulak -_-

With favourite instructor, Mr. Misnin. Harap-harap beliau tidak akan terjumpa blog ini dan merasa bangga. Mija nampak kembang di situ (terpaksa tulis komen ini selepas Mija lalu di sebelah dan berkata "Eh, gambar saya". Hahaha. Sorry Mija, gurau je.

Sesambil tunggu makanan jatuh ke perut untuk round seterusnya. Hahahaa. Mana tangan kau tak jadi sosej ayam bila balik Shah Alam kan Nurul? -_-

Lelaki zaman sekarang. Haih. Speechless mak.

Hahahhahaha. Gambar paling epic sebelum kereta ini bertolak naik ke theme park. Hahahaha. Oh my, I can't breath. It was said that the lifespan of each of the member in this car were reduce to 10 years except for the driver la of course. Hahahah. Siap ada yang tergolek jatuh bawah seat while the other two menggelabah cari seat belt kat belakang. Hahahah. While me in the other car with slower speed keep on screaming. Belum naik kereta ni lagi. Kalau tak mesti lagi teruk suruh stop kan kereta terus. Lagi rela jalan kaki balik hotel. Hahahaha. That why sampai that time I never went to Genting. Nak naik atas pun dah menjerit-jerit, apatah lagi kalau main semua game kat sana. Turun bawah, pengsan. -_-

Tetiba feeling Charlie's Angel, aku pon tak paham kenapa. Hehe

With Jejai the someone bf angkat (Hihihi. Matila nak sarkastik kat sini) and Ai the superman.

Good Morning. 2nd day.

Keje paling tension. Dah la satu group dengan ex-crush. Bila masa nak pandang dia hoi setiap kali pun kena usik dengan dia? Kuikuikui. Nak penampar ke Nurul? Yang biru kuning tu bentuk buku, bukan love tau. Yang merah tu baru bentuk love. Tu rupa lepas 90% domino dah siap susun tiba-tiba half terbalik, terus terbalikkan semua and buat susunan simple ni. Penat tahu, penat. Nak buat logo hari kebangsaan untuk taun ni pun boleh juge ni.

Second group aka group sebelah punye. Gambar orang sepak speaker pon boleh. Group ni lagi parah terbaliknya. Hehe

Third group. Satu-satunya group yang cip dominonya tak gatal nak terbalik. Dah la dapat gambar comel. Tu gambar couple maksudnye teamwork. Wonderpet sangat. Hehe

Fourth group. Ade rupe bicep tak? Hahah. Penat la aku tilik apa benda alah dorang ni buat. Last-last after dorang explain baru tau bicep rupanya.

Lintang pukang susun domino

Last buffet lunch. Hamboi, hamboi. Main suap-suap you alls.

Ok dah. Penat tunggu semua pic ni habis upload. Tunggu burger balik. Hewhewhew. Abaikan tangan sosej untuk seketika. Babai.